that i'm always in my room and never go out. I literally lay on my bed all day while my friends are doing fun things and live their live.
It feels like i'm watching other people live while i wait for my life to beginn[IMG]
another struggle is, that i have nothing where i'm better than other people.
I mean that i try to do something and people and friends around me are always better than me with only half of the effort i brought, it lead to
the end of friendships because these people started to look down on me. On top of that, this insecurity lead to me not giving everything, even when i really want something, because in the end i already know that i'm not going to get it.
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that i'm always in my room and never go out. I literally lay on my bed all day while my friends are doing fun things and live their live.
It feels like i'm watching other people live while i wait for my life to beginn[IMG]
another struggle is, that i have nothing where i'm better than other people.
I mean that i try to do something and people and friends around me are always better than me with only half of the effort i brought, it lead to
the end of friendships because these people started to look down on me. On top of that, this insecurity lead to me not giving everything, even when i really want something, because in the end i already know that i'm not going to get it.