this is going to be the first time I'll take nonsense here I just want to say all the things I can't say to someone because I don't have someone to talk to or friends to vent at I just want to get things done. I don't to suffer anymore from sadness, anxiety and everything if possible to wake up tomorrow with a peace of mind. I want to laugh like how they laugh, like there's no problem :( I'm hoping and praying for a better life but me being hopeless because of people around me and situations. I hate life. Why did I even need to be here.​