pls help me answer, no nonsense

I wish I could fill this up, if only I have friends
sadly I'm all alone, there's no one
there was no one to answer when I need help
there was no one to comfort me when I was sad
there was no one to tell me it will all be better soon
Then I stopped, I stopped feeling, there was no more tears
I stopped feeling my pain and despair
I've always, always depended on myself
so I decided to close my heart
burying all my feelings within me
letting it grow deep inside me

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