I want to start-off by thanking all of you for all the things you’ve done for me. You had no idea how grateful I am for your life, love and care. I know we’re not siblings goals, because we often argue with a lot of things. Most of the time, we can’t even compromise. I feel like we are so different with each other, that’s why it’s hard for us to try and understand one another. But regardless, I couldn’t ask for a better family. Though I know, we’re not one of the typical siblings out there, that shows their love for one another without hesitation. I truly believe we just had a different upbringing as to why we grew up not that close and protective with one another. I can’t even believe we bully each other since we were young and there are lots of screaming matches that led to more resentments and hate. As I’ll continue writing this open letter, I got a lot of things to say. Things I can’t say because it’s either I am scared you might not understand, or it might just result into another round of screaming match.Let me begin with my eldest sister. Though we have the largest age gap, you’re the one I considered closest to me. I love how I die laughing at your jokes. I feel like we understand each other better that our other siblings. But of course, we also argue with lots of petty things. I sometimes feel disrespectful to you because I say mean things to you, but I feel like you deserve it because it’s you who started it off. But what I love about you, is that you always humble yourself, and you’ll never let pride ruin our sibling relationship. What I hate about you is that you often compare me with other people. You had no idea that it led me to insecurity and self-doubt. I just want to tell you that I am unique and incomparable. I just want you to be the first person to say that I can do it and that I am capable of so many things in this world.After you decided to find a better future and able to settle down, that’s the time I felt so alone. I feel like you’re the only person that understands me and I deeply miss all the fun time we had since we were young. Now, I am having a major adjustments with everything around me. I just want to see the good in everything.And to my second sister. I used to look up to you in so many things. From what clothes to wear, food to eat, and alike. Your opinion really matters to me. But a sudden turn of events made me feel a bit cynical towards you. I honestly think you’ve became selfish when that happened. I thought you’re only thinking about yourself. And didn’t care what we might feel about it. But you never heard me say anything bad to you after that. I tried my very best to understand and support you. Because I feel like you’ve been very supportive to us long ago and I think you deserve that kind of support from us. And you know for sure we did. I actually felt jealous because I know you’re mom’s favorite. That’s a fact. She always listen to you and she’s just very understanding in all the mistakes you made. She’s your number one supporter. But now as I am writing this, I am slowly accepting the fact that I am no one’s favorite. Even though I am the youngest. I just want you to know that you’re lucky. That mom’s always at your back, no matter what you do. I am sorry to tell you this, but I haven’t forgiven you yet. Because you never said sorry. I’ve never seen any amount of regret on your end. But I just hope soon we can get to talk about this and will able to set aside our differences.And lastly, to my brother. You know what? There was never a time I called you brother. Maybe only on this letter. You can’t blame me. We never had a healthy sibling relationship. All my life I am wishing that one day you’ll change and you’ll become a real brother to
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